“Not everyone gets the same version of me. One person might tell you I'm an amazing beautiful soul. Another person will say I'm a cold-hearted asshole. Believe them both, I act accordingly.”
Harini saya mau tidur seawal yang boleh iaitu sejurus selepas saya klik "publish post". Today was a fine day. Baru balik dari Gereja St. Paul Balung and I'm so tired cause I have to walk to go there. BTW, harini kutbah dari EMC adalah sangat bermakna : hati yang bersih. I was wondering macam mana mau dapat hati yang bersih... Macamana sebenarnya manusia menyucikan hati dan perasaan? Tahap nirvana kali?
OTW balik saya ada tanya senior saya: "Apakah perasaan anda apabila mengetahui tahun ini adalah tahun terakhir anda?" Trus dia cakap (cewah): "Saya merasa sangat gembira dan sedih - Kerana mengetahui yang beliau perlu meninggalkan tempat ini". Seriously I was kinda speechless... Next year if someone ask me the same question, I'll be gladly response the same. Mungkin saya *tidak berapa suka ini tempat, tapi these 3 years and a half has been a very fine journey for me. Although I didn't enjoy much of my exhaustion, but I can't deny I have spent a quarter of my life here in this place.
I was kinda appreciating the irony of the road I've been through here the moment I'm on the pick up car. I know everything went so fast I'm wasting my time hating here and there. Walaupun saya selesa dangan pemikiran yang sedemikian rupa tapi ia salah di sisi psikologi. *Yang penting adalah keselesaan la...
I have to spend my time more with my friends here cause I'll not be meeting them again on 2014 (and I still have another 1 year and 11 months for that - haven't minus holidays yet).