I’ve lost a friend. A friend whom I usually counted on. A friend who would understand enough for me to share my loads. I thought I knew him better since the past 2 years but I actually don’t. I was deceived. My eyes are now opened to learn how to accept my present days with who I should put my trust more. I am now feeling so insecure with him being around. Feels like he was spreading bad rumors about me to the others (as what he has done before) and I can do nothing about it. That’s the only thing I dislike about being around a person who likes to talk bad things to one another but didn’t realize he was doing it himself. I don’t want to bloat around but I did myself a reflection after each meaningful event in my life and I suggest you to do that yourself. This post is an examplet. A reflection I would never forget.
I don’t want my blog full of negativity so I’ll just post this remorseful feeling I have inside. Saya tidak tahu sudah apa cerita orang lain dengar pasal saya and I’m sure those are bitter to accept. I don’t want to deny it because I don’t really know what's the truth among those. Let’s just say rumor has it. I have weakness myself... that I admit. So please tolong jangan cari saya in your trouble times only. From now on hidup sendiri urus! The dog days are over.
Such childlish of me!