“Not everyone gets the same version of me. One person might tell you I'm an amazing beautiful soul. Another person will say I'm a cold-hearted asshole. Believe them both, I act accordingly.”
Short post cause I'm thinking about playing squashy today (only if someone is willing to play with me). It's been long since I went to the gym. I'm in total anxious right now - hoping that my paper work will be approved. Anyway, listening to Michael Buble's end of May is so relaxing. Should have been addicted to this song long ago. Here's the song and as usual the lyric. I know I'll be posting this again next end of May but this won't bother me.
Golden haze, Another morning feels like yesterday. End of may.. Now you're gone and there's still bills to pay. And you know it doesn't help to make believe, you're sitting next to me. It doesn't help, to make believe that you are right behind me Saying it's okay.
Longer days, More time to sit and watch the pendulum sway. In quiet rage I'm staring at this empty notebook page. In times like these you feel like you are done with feeling, You feel you want to stop the pain from healing Because you feel like you're the only one who's ever felt this way.
Some days in a daze, there's brighter days. Funny how the feeling never stays, But I know I'll have to come to terms when I'm awake, Thinking about you is the icing on the cake. Makes me realize the fact you're gone for good for goodness sake.
Golden haze, another morning feels like yesterday. End of may, a year is gone and I still feel this way, When we meet again I'll ask you how you're doing And you'll say fine and ask me how I'm doing
And then I'll lie and I'll say ordinary, It's just an ordinary day.
There's nothing much to do today so I decided to watch Running man's episodes. It's the only thing I can find laughter. 2 weeks more for my practicum phase and I'm looking forward to that. To remember back last year, this would be the two months I waiting for - peace and for being along inside the room. I know it's vice versa this time but I'll manage.
BTW, it's raining here and shits just enjoyable. Remembering home soon after and realizing there's another few weeks before I'll be coming home. Next month... that is it.. Next month... Please just be patient.