Booze

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I am not an alcoholic but I still drink, socially... It's the end of May and thinking that there will be a lot of parties here and there, I should remind myself of what happened last year. I've been drinking with le workmates since last week I don't think I can handle more. The drinking might well stop never so I should find a way to manage the refusal. I'm currently hangover of last night's booze. It was actually a pretty close to embarrassment event and I've learned another lesson. Still growing up, you see... LOL


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