“Not everyone gets the same version of me. One person might tell you I'm an amazing beautiful soul. Another person will say I'm a cold-hearted asshole. Believe them both, I act accordingly.”
So here I am. With the intention of finishing some jobs I left last year, I became bored and irritated. Holidays are finally over and believing it seems hard. I'm gonna miss this scenery. The fact that I'm still 'home' and secured really comforts me. I hate distance, it's been too long since distance separated me from living my life the way I wanted it to be and waiting for another 2 years (without confirmation) depressed me. My salary treats me well, that I can't defy but the consequences it brought to my emotional quotient has a very exaggerated impact too. I know I still have weekends to spend here but thinking I'm gonna leave this little fella,
I'm gonna miss everything here. I can't recall specifically stuffs that have brought me here for the past 2 months. My intention is to gave it away to time and it works as a charm. Holidays really treated me well and I look forward to it next.
