“Not everyone gets the same version of me. One person might tell you I'm an amazing beautiful soul. Another person will say I'm a cold-hearted asshole. Believe them both, I act accordingly.”
I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF I'VE DONE SOMETHING THAT WOULD REALLY AFFECT A LOT TO MY FAMILY... IT IS JUST THAT I HAVE BEEN GROWING NATURALLY AS A MAN AND I KNOW WHAT TO DO NEXT... I COULDN'T LEFT MYSELF FEELING NOT GUILTY CUZ THE WAY I ACT NOW IS TELLING ME MYSELF OF WHAT WILL I BE IN THE FUTURE... PLEASE DON'T CARE OF MY BAD HABITS THAT I HATE TO BE BLAMED ON SOMETHING I HAVE DONE WITHOUT NO PURPOSE... IF I COULD REALLY SUPPRESS THIS, THEN I WOULD REALLY DO IT SINCE THE FIRST DAY AGO.. BUT WHAT I'VE PLAN IS LIKE NOT THE REAL OF WHAT SHOULD IT BE! I HATE PRESSURING MYSELF BECAUSE OF SOMEONE I REALLY DON'T WANT TO GET INVOLVED!!!!!!