One of the most crucial part being a teenager is to decide who they want to be like when they grow up. Now I'm still working up on that one. I become more and more confused with my own personality goals each and everyday because of the facts that I'm trapped in a narrow mind set of people around me. Sometimes I'll ask myself to be more alike of someone someone, but that's just craps as what I can only see in the end is their hypocrisy and self pride. So maybe I have to wait for another 2 years before I get the hell out of that place and learn something in reality.
This entry would mean a lot to me. Instead of living with the unanswered question of who I want to be, I would rather think of How I want to be seen when I reach my old age. I've just passed in this site, which tells us The top 20 hottest actors of nowadays (ehem~) and I figured out I want to be (look alike) like one of them - not the first one though as he's too hot I may get burnt and I'm actually too school for cool (haha...). P/s: choosing a Korean style is not one of my kind, I hate sissy face and it's a total gay. Let see, I've changed my Facebook profile picture with the 16th listee's photo (inspired by this movie), hoping that someday I might have a glimpse of him (this is lame). I don't really give a damn if girls don't dig in his looks, it's up to them. As long as I see myself crystal clear, that's what worth. BTW, why isn't Jake Gyllenhaall listed??