“Not everyone gets the same version of me. One person might tell you I'm an amazing beautiful soul. Another person will say I'm a cold-hearted asshole. Believe them both, I act accordingly.”
Dear Blog, I've got much to talk about and mostly it's about what have I gone through today. I still can not accept the fact that I was talking with my sister this morning and then be here abruptly as far as it is, enjoying (as it seems) the night with my colleagues. My day was tiring. Today was the first time I fetched my bus alone and I'm so tired... and not just as simple as what you're thinking. I'm so tired... of going back and forth just to learn something in advance. I'm so tired of having the same feeling each and every time I part with my home. I'm so tired...
BTW, I miss my sister. Maybe it's because I've spent almost all of my time last week with her. My younger brother was so busy playing video games, his friends came over to the house almost all days and my youngest sister watched Fairy Tail all day long (sometimes she was intervened by my laws and orders but she's a lovely girl to listen everything I asked her to do) and that is why I love her more and more.
Sometimes family can be a pain in the ass (Shamsudin, 2011) and I agree with that.Sometimes, I argue things with them but that doesn't mean I love them less. We need to argue to come into a simple win and win conclusion that's why it strengthens the bond between us. This is something I found hard to say but what are words if we really don't mean it when we say it, right?
Dear Blog, There's still another 18 days before the table turns around. This time, I'm not going to make the same mistakes all over again. Seriously I need to do something with my holidays - something memorable for the season and something unforgettable to be exact. I guess I'll vow now before you, to write any plans coming into my mind for the countdown days (as a challenge) and maybe it's just craps but I have to make changes.
That's all for now, I'll remember today until the rest of my dying days every time I drop in to this entry (besides, this is one of my last post for the month) and that's a must!