“Not everyone gets the same version of me. One person might tell you I'm an amazing beautiful soul. Another person will say I'm a cold-hearted asshole. Believe them both, I act accordingly.”
Stress has made me uncomfortable all day. But at least I've got one thing to be proud of. I don't really get what I want, but I'm hoping for betterment... I'm getting insecure and more emotional these recent days. I just hope that this semester will end up faster. There's too much to think about. My remorse is choosing to be a class monitor for this term. What can I do then? I just hope everything is going to be okay... I hope I'll manage.
Then again...
Why would I be treated with unfaithfulness? Am I really not worth to be loved? Why should I experience broken heart every time I put my trust and loyalty to someone? Why do I end up in the same dead end? WHY?...
My dearest nightingale, would you provide me answers?