“Not everyone gets the same version of me. One person might tell you I'm an amazing beautiful soul. Another person will say I'm a cold-hearted asshole. Believe them both, I act accordingly.”
Hello, hearing that mi best friend is becoming a lecturer motivates me. She's as young as my brother and now entitled Miss and I respect that. I envy her a little though LOL. I'm stuck here somewhere in the middle of nowhere of my bachelor and still I think I'm lost. I have the passion to teach but what am I doing now? is totally not teaching. I started to think as if I'm wasting 5 years of my life living in a lie. This is supposed to be fun, I once thought that. There's another 1 year before I graduate and I'm thinking about continuing my study in a local university (or somewhere overseas) who knows what good fortune is awaiting.
Anyway, tomorrow is going to be nothing. As usual, weekends mean I'm having bored days and this tend to remind me of home. I still miss home. Home... Called my mother this evening and someone is messing with my younger brother. Dude I don't care how old kids nowadays are, I just feel like want to punch them in their face. Tunggu la ko cuti nanti! Anyway, I'm looking forward to my next holidays (although I expect for 2 weeks of holidays next August, one is enough than nothing). Looking forward... Looking forward...
Any my studies are depressing me more and more... Peer pressure mostly but I think I'll manage that. It's 2 weeks of nothing and I was pressed by my jobs? I don't think that's appropriate. That's why I said I'll manage. And why do I share this publicly online? I don't know.. I'm starting to think this is absurd. I just need something to remember when I grow up. This is not cool, I know... But internet is a medium for me to express my individualism and everybody does that. LOL Lame!