“Not everyone gets the same version of me. One person might tell you I'm an amazing beautiful soul. Another person will say I'm a cold-hearted asshole. Believe them both, I act accordingly.”
Couldn't help but to write a new post today.. I've got a lot of words to be written if it wasn't because of my Twitter statuses. I often expressed there too much lately and I'm disgusted with my childish posts - and I know it's going to continue. I didn't know why I felt that to myself lately. It's been 3 weeks now I'm undergoing my teaching practical and life has been fine. I'm getting better socializing with all the teachers especially when I know there's a lot of them coming from my hometown - Ranau. Well at least I'm not all alone. Although I'm still peer pressured by my enthusiastic lone practicum members, I figured out I should handle my shits alone too. Being independent is my mojo.
Anyway, my ambition can bee seen clearly by now. My future plans have been consolidated by this thought of mine - what I want to do, how to achieve them, when is the right time etc etc. I haven't been dreaming shits since I was born. I accomplished everything I want cause I was born a fighter (spiced up with a little ego but the hell with that). Thanks to John Mayer's song, I managed to calm myself with all the stress and pressures I'll be having for the rest 9 months.
Take out of your wasted honorEvery little past frustrationTake all your so called problemsBetter put them in quotations Say what you need to saySay what you need to saySay what you need to saySay what you need to say Say what you need to saySay what you need to saySay what you need to saySay what you need to say Walkin' like a one man armyFightin' with the shadows in your headLivin' up the same old momentKnowin' you’d be better off insteadIf you could only Say what you need to saySay what you need to saySay what you need to saySay what you need to say Say what you need to saySay what you need to saySay what you need to saySay what you need to say Have no fear for givin' inHave no fear for givin' overYou better know that in the endIt's better to say too muchThan to never to say what you need to say again Even if your hands are shakin'And your faith is brokenEven as the eyes are closin'Do it with a heart wide openA wide heart Say what you need to say Well..