Since my friends are having keen interests to read my blog, it wouldn't be a burden to update a thing or two. Holidays are as far as 2 weeks from now on and I'm looking forward to that. I'm actually depressed thinking that this state is at its worst and we're living in the East side of it making everything more complicated. Hoping everything to resolve back to what it's used to be. Even travelling for miles makes me anxious, I need a grasp to the security tracks along the way home. I miss my family too much though, there's nothing can hold that back. It's been a while and I need to be in that comfort zone. I wonder what next holiday will bring me to. Haven't planned that much but I guess we'll be in Tambunan again. Last time I was there, my family and I were having barbecue and that's the least I can remember - what was it for actually? I need a follow up alongside the stories of the big gathering and etc etc.