“Not everyone gets the same version of me. One person might tell you I'm an amazing beautiful soul. Another person will say I'm a cold-hearted asshole. Believe them both, I act accordingly.”
Despite being such a miserable factotum at the
moment, I'm actually in the perfect mood to write something up on my wall.
Entering school after a long period of time really puts me into a bumpy
situation - both literally and metaphorically. Adapting to a workaholic
life was a strong suite for me before. I don’t even know why my sentiment
changes 360° nowadays. Maybe I’m just exhausted of living in the same
situation or perhaps this is mere boredom. Let’s just hope for the best
out of it. Well apparently, this song is on loop:
I am a person known to be easily affected by
songs so my mood now is plainly conjecturable. I haven’t had this feeling for
many a year now that I forgot how to manage this. In a proper sense kind of
way, I’d say that I’m a stranger to this. I am but to be imminent to confusion
that this actually never happens to me before. It’s somehow soothing to the heart
but perpendicularly painful to be endured.
I’m counting my days now: holiday is just around
the corner and though I haven’t planned of anything, there’s this blurry
reverie telling me what to do next. All
the anecdotes I have written before should probably reveal that I’ll be
impromptu with my respites. Let’s just wait and see.
