“Not everyone gets the same version of me. One person might tell you I'm an amazing beautiful soul. Another person will say I'm a cold-hearted asshole. Believe them both, I act accordingly.”
It's a day before 2013 ends and here I am writing the last entry for the year. There are so much changes I encountered in my life recently. I decided to share this as a reminder for all of us to reflect back if life has been treating us like a pie. I am not a judgmental person. I decided not to blame life if it turned upside down. I'm the owner of my own life and how I'm being treated depends on me myself. 2013 would be another bookmark of my life as I finally ended my undergraduate years. Cheers to another peak where I'll be growing as a fine man thereafter. My final years of studies were awesome. Things have been pretty busy the day I went back to my college but I survived. I don't know why, I just did. Now that there's a lot of people I think have put me into their deal, I decided to back off from their life. I dwell in a pretty big situation where people think I have a great threat that they started to talk behind my back. Realizing they're a few steps behind to stabbing me, I ran and never look back. That's new for me. I usually would drop in and settle them down but I'm tired of more dramas in my life. The final solution for everything here now on is to walk this journey independently. If the muggles decided to play bullshits with me, I'll delete any of them straight away from my life. They don't belong there anyway.
13 more hours before next year and I'm still thinking about my next big resolution. For the whole past years I'm trying to be matured and professional and all, I think I missed something. The subs for dealing humanity is too overwhelming sometimes I slacked off. I'm thinking hard to plan life for the next 12 months and ended up aching. I'll get back to that later. I'm feeling a little immature by this but as a visionary, I don't think I should 'let life flows as it is' for me. I'm sick of being stuck in the middle of no where pretending that I have made myself a big surprise. They're just excuses - a compliment I made myself for doing something ordinary. I need to achieve something next year, and that's a must.
So here's to the final deal,
Goodbye to you people who judge me too much you forgot about your own craps,
Thank you for those who don't give a damn about my life and still stay,
Hello to you new people who will intercept my journey here after!