“Not everyone gets the same version of me. One person might tell you I'm an amazing beautiful soul. Another person will say I'm a cold-hearted asshole. Believe them both, I act accordingly.”
Currently listening to this song and you (hover) should too...
I'm in the middle of a restful morning now that I am alone (again) LOL. There's going to be another weeding reception I'm going to attend this evening but let just say I'm not really in the mood of aramaiti right now. Holiday is just at it ends, I should spend the moments between without complaint. Browsing through car brochures at the moment made me anxious. I'm starting to ask myself if it's too early to own a car or if I am going to make a mistake in choosing. It's a one in a 9 years opportunity and considering the price I should pay, I wouldn't have much left to spend for myself and the rest of the people I care most. I'm not going to brag about my salary (get the clue? HAHAHAHA), but it's really not worth it. There's a lot to think now that I have a career. Exhibit A, when I was in my freshman years, I used to change using my mobile phone monthly (such immature). Having to think where I am going to live next, how am I going to survive... that's the greatest shit. All of my relatives, my friends (at approximately my age) are thinking about marriage this year and I don't think I'm brave enough to talk about putting a ring on my finger. I rather want to buy a wasteland by now thinking about having my own place to live.
For some people, this might not be a great deal but for someone as new as I, it's totally different. I have the responsibility to take care of my youngsters (actually a cooperation between me and my big bro) and having the obligation to be a responsible brother intrigue me to embrace the maturity. Sounds cocky, but that's the undeniable truth.