HomesickEric

Have you ever heard of the phrase: When you're about to say goodbye, think twice, look back, and remember why did you start it at the first place. Think about the phrase on the other side: revenge. My friend once said, if you are about to avenge someone, you're just as worse as he is. That's when I realized the situation. I never would have wanted to be the person who done me wrong. Consequently, I believe in karma only because I know how effective it is ( experienced it too much now ).  People do crappy things everyday and few have the intention of insulting others - except real bitches. I get criticized sarcastically by times just because I put on others' shoes but it doesn't mean that I have to pay them back twice as much as how they define themselves. I don't judge ( although I'm really good with it ). The point is, I don't think revenge worth it. I just don't want myself to turn into the person whom clearly I'm defining... and you sho...

Back when I was a teenager, I was a professional dramaturg. I'm self-conscious of what's happening around me but I weren't satisfied with them. Consequently, I created my own fantasy - of how things work behind the curtain and how the characters collaborate with each other summing up to a conclusion. I enjoyed manipulating and sometimes it turns out being a reality ( some of them ). As I grow up, I learned to live in the state of looks rather than imagining things and how it goes in my own perspective. I fell in love (t o be frank ) and somehow shits changed thoroughly.  Keep drama lovers out of your relationship or they'll bring all sort of drama to your front door. I figured out it's the best to keep things downtown as the way it is rather than making things far more complicated. I can actually guess when this taught me precisely if I am eager enough to read each of my post.    I love watching how people manage their life as wel...

I'm still tired... I'm having slight cold.. My eyes are red as hell and I'm losing control of myself. I can barely walk and the world is spinning around me. Worst thing is that I'm still shocked now that I've just finished my first paper for this term's examination. There's still another one following up - that would be next week's Wednesday. Summing my last week's event, I've just arrived last night here. My study week has undergone oddly and I'm amazed by myself to even managed revising here and there. I miss last week... Very much now that I'm feverish. It's the first time I've drank Siopon and at the same time revising. Didn't get drunk really but let's say that's an experience! Haha~ There's too much to think of  I made decision not to continue cracking notes today. I realized my immune system has gone terribly wrong I can be infected by people with  influenza even by the slightest breath...