HomesickEric

I saw you for like the whole day yesterday... and I don't actually know what to do. I still have this insecurity of not having you and stuffs so I just happened to have my sit... I'm still amazed we haven't talked much after this whole year... You're just an inspiration! Something that can motivate me living the rest of my days and still you didn't know how much your value is for me. I just can't stand watching you from this distance and you're there being so much like "I don't care".. LOL This is absurd!

Adui kelas ku ni.. Miahahaha although it's been long since I last saw my classmates, I missed them so much I can't even think about a topic to talk to them. Anyway, life is going to be so busy this week... and the week after (I guess). My assignments have to be submitted as soon as possible. Thank God there are only 3 of them I should be passing up but then, all shits just hard to be managed. I haven't unpacked my stuffs I brought back from the rent house and my room is in mess right now. I'm thinking about flunking out.

Murid 1: Cikgu besok cikgu masih ada di sekolah: Cikgu: Iya masih lagi... Murid 2: Cikgu besok kelas terakhir kan dengan kami? Cikgu: Iya besok last (walaupun sebenarnya tiada) Murid 1: Cikgu masuk ya besok... Cikgu: Nanti kamu panggil la cikgu besok k? Murid 2: Iya nanti besok kami panggil juga cikgu... Ada jamuan... Murid 1: Ish kenapa ko bagitau... Cikgu besok jamuan hari raya.. datang ke kelas ya? Cikgu: (buat-buat blurr)... Oh ok nanti kamu panggil cikgu... Terharu juga la saya sampai tu budak-budak buat jamuan untuk saya. Walaupun hari ni saya datang ke sekolah dengan hati yang panas (bad mood la katakan) tapi tidak juga hati ini kesampaian mau marah budak-budak ni. Inio hari ketiga terakhir saya di sini and I'm starting to miss the past 2 months I've been here. I like the teachers (sangat sporting)... I like almost everything about this school... Probably because I'm leaving... Mula-mula datang memang banyak komplen la saya sama ni sekolah tapi last-last t...

Here's a thing of how should you treat me when we declared ourselves being in a relationship. I need to be respected as how I'm treating you now. I don't mind how you see yourself, the most important thing is to have a nice warm heart. Not just to be shared with me but also with other people. You see... treatment is all we cared about being in a serious commitment . I can feel it when you still send me a picture of yourself but then posting it on your Facebook wall? That's degrading my belief on you. It's not special to have a shared picture... and please when you send me one, send an authentic copy of yourself. Don't edit something somewhere. I need a genuinely original face not wanting even a single layer of unwanted colour on it. I want to get to know you well, that's how we decided about that. Be aware that I don't actually demand anything ( it's just that I want the truth ). I'm a simple person. I don't need you to change yourself so tha...

Hello, it's been long since my last post. I just have seldom leisure time nowadays and my entries are getting lesser and lesser. I'm listening to Rio Febrian's song, bukan untukku (after someone said about this song to me)... I love Rio.. I love his songs and I love his voice - not really quite that strong but he has it. My favourite song of him would be: and also... The second song would really mean a lot to me. Decided that it would be a very perfect song for my mood last 2007. I love it because of the blissful lyric - too happy to be understood... and of course the choices they made when it comes to making video clips. Plus, something something which doesn't need to be publicly shared.... LOL. Jenuh is like being bored to someone you love and...yeah you know what I mean. I'm quite fond of the song but the lyric is just too.. what should I say... unattractive?? Anyway, I'll be too busy these recent weeks. I have more assignments to be done and received 3 mor...

The moon recently is so beautiful when I googled the fact that full moon has occurred twice last month ( which is why people called it blue ). Fact that I've been so keen on the phases of the moon is still unknown. Night sky is always so fascinating to me. Here's some pictures I found on the internet. I tried to snap a picture but... yeah you know. A full moon is seen in the sky of Jordanian capital Amman August 31, 2012. (Reuters/Muhammad Hamed) A full moon is seen from Skopje on August 31, 2012. (AFP Photo/Robert Atanasovski) A full moon is seen behind the neon cross of a church in Skopje on August 31, 2012. (AFP Photo/Robert Atanasovski) The Washington Monument, US Capitol and the "Blue" Moon (2nd full moon of the month) are reflected in the newly refurbished Reflecting Pool August 31, 2012 on the National Mall in Washington, DC. (AFP Photo/Karn Bleber) All photos are copied directly from RT News P/s: RIP Neil Armstrong, you made my childhood!