HomesickEric

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Watched Merlin again XD and I'm starting to miss my holidays...

Hello there, It's been long since yesterday that I've posted my last entry. I actually don't have much time to blog recently as I'm undergoing my practicum phase but since I have got no class to teach tomorrow, I guess I'll have to spend my evening with some nice typing. My first phase practicum is kinda so so. I'm staying in a house of a friend ( unknown ) of a friend of mine. Which is kinda complicated to be told. There's another 8 people inside other than me and the only problem faced along this time is to share the bathroom. Life's okay at school though. Made a lot of teacher friends and get to share experiences much better. Now I don't think that I'm good enough in monitoring classes but I'll try my best to gain more knowledge in this pedagogical world. I'll be observed twice next week and I hope everything is going to be alright. Anyway, I've been so tired this week that I have to sleep late every night. Off from school, I have ...

Salam, saya perlu rancang PnP untuk hari esok but first I should have my siesta. Bangun awal pagi ni and went straight to gym. Atas dasar kepenatan, saya perlu rehat. RPH untuk hari esok akan kusiapkan pada hari ini juga. It's a hot hot hot day but not as hot as this one . I'm soo tired~ Sebelum tu, I would like to greet you a blessed Sunday to everyone! Maybe I'll post something later... If only I have that time :)

Salam, For manglish post today, Sudah lama ku meninggalkan blog yang semakin bersawang ini. Not because I'm intended to but I just have no time. Anyway, I'm undergoing my first phase practicum. Life's just to hard and I think I'm not even ready to be an adult. You know... Bangun pagi... kerja.. balik petang... tidur... bangun.. and the same routine diulangi... Penat! Talking bout my pupils... ah~ what to say... Sudahlah sakit kepala melayan karenah pelajar yang nakal... Dipanggilnya aku masuk kelas mereka lagi. LOL Btw, it's been a week since I left home. Kinda still missing to go back for more holidays.. and I mean synchronized holidays in which our family reunion will be more than how it supposed to be. Mei, I'm counting on you! 1 minggu dengan kesibukan umpama 1 tahun perjalanan masa! Feels like I just want to quit! Cepatlah tahun depan! So, Masih banyak kerja-kerja tertangguh yang perlu disiapkan... I thought I want to finish them today (kalau dapat). Balik ...

Hello, I found my old yellow pages and started to keep in touch with my old fellas again. Some replied and asked me who I am. LOL Well hunting old note books of mine while I was still in my 17-hood was fun. I didn't really understand a thing of what I wrote before ( especially Mathematics ). Reading them back for 1 more time has made me amazed of myself! FTW! BTW, I remembered this song right after... Well, this song really do remind of something something something unforgettable . Let's just say the lyrics are so nostalgic and ironic. Aku tak menyangka Begini akhirnya cerita indah kita Bersama Sukar tuk percaya Tergamaknya aku Menghembus kata itu padamu Namun engkau tahu Semua itu Bukanlah untukku Sejujurnya Aku tahu apa berlaku Dibelakangku Selama ini Ku pejamkan mata Tapi sampai bila Aku kan membisu untukku Namun engkau tahu ku tetap menyangimu Selamanya Heard it on the radio first on Jan, 2008 and I declared it as a theme song for the year. PLEASE JUST READ AND UNDERSTAND T...

I've been dedicating my life to dearest Mr. Moon last year and when it comes to the end, I feel like I'm fooling myself cause there's this one night when he just stays there and laugh at me. I'm changing the way is see night. Last night there was a sudden electricity problem here in my residential area and for the first time I was amazed by the stars. I've abandoned how beautiful night is with them up shining every time for me. This year I should stargaze more. Be faithful to only one who always be there when you need them.

Thanks to Ms.Amarantha's Blog post , I finally lose my guts. This is what I've been searching for long time ago. You see, I'm a person who don't believe in the existence of ghost so I was kinda forgotten how it feels to be scared. This... this thing really scared the hell out of me ( for about 10 seconds... ) and if you're going to read it too, please take serious case of what has it advised you on the first page... > BongCheon-Dong Ghost! <

Let me make a clear view on how I settle my relationship problems lately.. First, Being single means I'm in the safe zone. I don't have to think much about stuffs I have to take care or even thinking what mojo should I brought them on that particular day. It's not that I care less about them special days but I just have much more important things to think about: my future, my family, my assignments, etc etc. Plus, I'm sick of giving advice and them only take it for granted - listen, do the opposite thing, apologize, and me sighing - What the hell? Secondly, I learned best from experiences. Sometimes I just put my trust on the try and error game. There are lots of options I have to make and my intuition has always made a fool out of me. I did that and wrong buzzer called for me, I took the other end... and if I ended being at the same destination, I'll just say 'Cut the crap, life just sucks!' and move on. You see, maybe all the problems came out of me. Mayb...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM! I love my mother : that I have to say. I gave her a little religious-lated phone accessory as a gift for her belated birthday. It's a cross with a heart and a picture of Mother Mary on it. I don't have anything much to buy for her as I am still a student - don't have monthly income. She doesn't know I'm a blogger ( quoted from my sister ) but I just want to tell the whole world that I love my mom and for all the sacrifices she made for us siblings. She's the best and always will be!

5 weeks have went by. A few more hours and I'll be stepping home. I hope today's bus will going to be so fast that I reach home early and of course safely ! It's the week of full moon so I'll enjoy its romanticism back at my village. Couldn't imagine more! Happy Holiday guys!

I'VE DONE 2 OF MY ASSIGNMENTS AND THERE'S STILL LOT MORE TO FINISH. I'l be home tomorrow that's the one thing relieving me. I know I needed rest from all the pain and heart ache I'm having here. Practicum will start over after the break and I know it means more job to finish. I actually don't feel quite comfortable bringing assignments back at home cause I know I myself have not quartered the time for works and studies. Mid term breaks means family time and no other things should interfere my mind. Well, let's just say I know nothing about being a teacher trainee. Sure thing, I'm gonna spend the quality time to its extent with the rest of the house ( and that means Aramai ti! ). Well maybe a sip of beer would do the relaxation ... Haven't had enough for a very long time LOL. Anyway, I miss my family! P/s: Started packing my stuffs but I just couldn't rearrange anything! Plus, Tawau has been blacked out this whole evening so I didn't manage t...

Hello day! I've watched the last story for one of the best comic I've ever read when I was a child. I can barely accept the fact that it has long ended and I refuse to read it whenever I have the chance. It feels like I don't want to be separated from the story cause I grew up with it. I have to say it changes the way I see the future world. And now I'm on the end of my childhood era, I'm still amazed by the adventures they've gone through as if I'm on it. Maybe because I face the same situation with Nobita-kun? Anyway, I'm going to continue reading this even when I'm nearing my last days. This is what I called worth reading. Thank You Fujio F. Fujiko!

These recent days have been very interesting for me: how they reminded me of my childhood the best. I know I haven't wasted my teen age on thinking how do I grow up until now. It's not that I'm not giving full attention to my future plans but I just lived the days to its very fullest. My dearest classmates have been very sporting today. We played old traditional games we used to forget long since. I know I still have that vibes in me as I started recalling how we made the games as our (sibling, friends and stuffs) routine long time ago. Thank God I still have the mojo. How I missed the golden days. :)

My birth date is coming around the corner and I figured out I have to make a wishlist. It’s not that I’m hoping to get anything from anyone but I think I’ll be buying some of those things for myself as a reward for… nothing. LOL Anyway, what I’m dying to get recently is a watch and I want a watch just exactly like this: It means a lot to me owning one as likely but sure thing I’m not really expecting for any other types of watch and if I can’t find anything like what I’ve pictured above, I guess I just have to find another. That’s it.. I want a watch for my birthday… J