HomesickEric

Hello, hearing that mi best friend is becoming a lecturer motivates me. She's as young as my brother and now entitled Miss and I respect that. I envy her a little though LOL. I'm stuck here somewhere in the middle of nowhere of my bachelor and still I think I'm lost. I have the passion to teach but what am I doing now? is totally not teaching. I started to think as if I'm wasting 5 years of my life living in a lie. This is supposed to be fun, I once thought that. There's another 1 year before I graduate and I'm thinking about continuing my study in a local university (or somewhere overseas) who knows what good fortune is awaiting. Anyway, tomorrow is going to be nothing. As usual, weekends mean I'm having bored days and this tend to remind me of home. I still miss home. Home... Called my mother this evening and someone is messing with my younger brother. Dude I don't care how old kids nowadays are, I just feel like want to punch them in their face. Tungg...

Eaten my dinner early and now I'm waiting for mi sleeping time. Have I told you if I've read this amazing story: Les Miserables? I look forward to seeing its musical both boradcasted or even live. Fascinating story I've ever read (one of them). According to Wikipedia, The novel contains many plots, but the main thread is the story of ex-convict, Jean Valjean (known by his prison number, 24601), who becomes a force for good in the world, but cannot escape his dark past. The novel is divided into five volumes, each volume divided into books, and subdivided into chapters (for a total of three hundred sixty-five chapters). Each chapter is relatively short, usually no longer than a few pages. Nevertheless, the novel as a whole is quite lengthy by modern standards, exceeding fourteen hundred pages in unabridged editions (1900 pages in French). It also contains what has been incorrectly claimed to be the longest sentence in a published novel. [3] Within the borders of the nove...

HELLO GOOD EVENING.. It's odd that I have to blog when it's actually my resting time. I've lots of student's stuffs to do yet I choose to blog (only because I'm done one of them). I didn't know why it's hard to resist the temptation of not doing my jobs. And another tiring semester went by, I was chosen to be the leader of the final event for our bachelor program . I hope everything went well. I thought life as a leader would be over for about after I graduated but it went on and on this year. I don't actually know why they choose me! I'm not a responsible person and I think I have this laissez-faire skills of administrating an event. I didn't even know how I managed to be the leader for our field-trip to Kota Kinabalu, Likas, Ranau and Tamparuli last term went well. Let's just hope it went all the same. So, there's this one lecturer I dislike today. I try to love her teaching but eventually the way she judged each and everyone of my clas...

Hello, Happy Sunday and May God bless you. I went to church today to seek peace since I have nothing much to do these recent weekend days. I miss home still but I have to force believing that it's not home here. So I bought a new mouse today. My brother has already bought me one when he came back from his college but I think my sister needed to use it more than I do so I decided to left it at home for her use. I don't think this is a waste. I need it to play DoTa when I came back home next holiday. LOL The cheapest I can get. And again, as a to memorize my holiday history, I bought an avocado ice blend. Last holiday I prepared one for the rest of the house but my recipe was much more extravaganza. LOL Miss that moment. Anyway, I've read The scarlet letter. It's actually an interesting book. I have this interest to read it since 'Easy A' made it so famous. Next book to finish, Les Miserables by Victor Hugo. Les Miserables is a broadway classic so it's a must...

I woke up too early today. If I was to be at home right now, I'll probably be sleeping still. Anyway, there's nothing much to do this day. It's the first weekend of the first term and assignments haven't been distributed just yet. I've been listening to this song over and over again. My friend recommend this album to me and I ended up loving some of the songs. Here is one of them I thought most motivating. DIA FRAMPTON LYRICS "Don't Kick The Chair" (feat. Kid Cudi) Have you ever felt like everybody’s watching Waiting for you to lose Have you ever felt like you’re living in a spot light Searching for the real you Tell me have you ever woken up Just to wish you could close your eyes Getting hard to find a friend in a city like this Where you can’t even trust a smile [Pre Chorus:] There are lonely nights when you see no hope And you’re feeling short of breath Like a whole damn world is a braided rope In a noose around your neck [Chorus:] Don’t kick the c...

It’s 1:19 Am on 20 June and I’m reporting in. When it’s the third day of my colleagues, this is the second of mine (I think I’ve said this before). I can’t really access the internet right now but this entry will be posted later. I’m in the middle of my homesickness and this feeling is tiring me. It’s comfortable though but it’s just hard to forget home. There’s nothing much to remember back then but I think I lived my life last holiday. I am never going to repeat the same mistakes (I told myself that) but it’s just hard to fight back the feeling of enjoying the night times with the rest of the house. Maybe the next holidays might be different, I’ll try that. Now my friend told me that this term is going to be so short like a freaking inferno. November’s is waiting and there’s just a week for me to say hello. I look forward to that. I look forward to every counts I made for the next holiday instead. I envy those who don’t suffer from homesickness. Although I made a view of them as if...

Hello all.. I'm just grasping air trying to accept the fact that my holidays are in its end. I'm not in the mood to go back to campus but still I have another 3 terms till I'll be finally having my bachelor. Can't wait for that. So here I am lying in the couch, listening to Michael Buble's complete albums I've just downloaded. I love his jazzy rhythm . These few recent days I have nothing much to do. My brothers and I were playing DoTa all along and seriously it's addicting me. I'll not be playing video games when I'm back at the hostel so better be now. I just don't want to go back...

Well hello people.. Is it June yet? I'm sorry I lost the track of time because of the booze I have yesterday LOL No I'm not really drinking (I mean daily) except for yesterday. There was this paddy planting stuffs and I was involved in some kind of family meeting. Looks like I have to get myself ready again for the biggest event in the history of my family. Looking forward to it. Anyway, I just want to welcome June. The marriage month. :) I know I shouldn't stop having my concern in time tracking but we all had underwent the half year of 2012 and it was nothing. Time travels fast and so I hope I'm ready to grow up. Anyway, I've been enjoying singing lately since I have nothing much to do this holiday. I've been participating online karaoke battle with the rest of the world (I've been tweeting it all day) and finally I found the purpose of it: I mean singing something. It's better than showing off in front of everyone as I can't really sing well. :P ...