HomesickEric

It's been long since I write this wall up. I haven't figured a time to do so but since it's on my side now, I think I'll sketch a word or two. Yesterday, I taught something valuable to the kids that it opened my heart embracing what I'm undergoing in my current life. Growing up isn't actually as cool as what have I imagined when I was in my younger years. The only thing matters about being old is to have our own superiority actually. Nobody likes to be treated as a kid as long as they don't be one. We'll earn the respect we deserved as long as someone sees us as a dweller in the upper part of the social pyramid. As a kid (in those era), I never thought of this. I wasn't patient enough I usually found myself daydreaming of what I'll become. Now that I'm still in my teenage journey and currently having a career, they weren't just actually a dream. Some may have skewed a bit but I am still on the right track of what I wanted to be. The jour...

I actually don't care about kids messing up the world but come on, adults just don't give a shit about them anymore. We are all grown ups thus able to think what is it right and wrong to do. Be respectful to yourself enough not to show how dumb you are publicly. Immaturity doesn't always resemble fun (well a part of it does) but in case like yours, they're stupid and childish. Probably because parts of your brain can't make decision wisely but out of all, people just can't go outside and rub their shoulders begging for sympathy. I pity you of course but let's just say your shits don't revolve around me. Considering my place on yours, I just can't take the embarrassment calmly so yeah, I respect you for that. *facepalm

I wanted to post this on my facebook wall but it just gets smaller you have to read it with magnifying glasses. So here it goes..

Currently listening to this song and you  (hover) should too... I'm in the middle of a restful morning now that I am alone (again) LOL. There's going to be another weeding reception I'm going to attend this evening but let just say I'm not really in the mood of aramaiti right now. Holiday is just at it ends, I should spend the moments between without complaint. Browsing through car brochures at the moment made me anxious. I'm starting to ask myself if it's too early to own a car or if I am going to make a mistake in choosing. It's a one in a 9 years opportunity and considering the price I should pay, I wouldn't have much left to spend for myself and the rest of the people I care most. I'm not going to brag about my salary (get the clue? HAHAHAHA), but it's really not worth it. There's a lot to think now that I have a career. Exhibit A, when I was in my freshman years, I used to change using my mobile phone monthly (such immatu...

Guten Tag. I'm in the mood of blabbing so here goes the writing. Spending the holidays with le familia has been a bliss. It's been long since the days we made memories together so that's the one time I never regretted for being in dad's workplace. The last time I've spent my night time being there was last 2012 and now that I've much experienced the temperature , I've backpacked my own survival kits (just garments of course - LOL). I was born in a cold land (on the hills) but growing up in different places evolved me into someone who can't stand being in a chilly place. My  dad's workplace is one of a kind. The temperature will turn into as low as 14 °C in the midnight so sleeping would be a trouble. My future brother in law was there too (a fetcher, should I say) and I pity him much. The plan to go there was an abrupt and he didn't have his own survival kit. Preach the lesson, young guy. Making the story short, here's some pictures t...

I am not an alcoholic but I still drink, socially... It's the end of May and thinking that there will be a lot of parties here and there, I should remind myself of what happened last year. I've been drinking with le workmates since last week I don't think I can handle more. The drinking might well stop never so I should find a way to manage the refusal. I'm currently hangover of last night's booze. It was actually a pretty close to embarrassment event and I've learned another lesson. Still growing up, you see... LOL

It's been long since my last post and I pretty much don't have anything to do right now. I started entering the steps of my career era and life has been busy since then. Working and studying are two totally different shits, that I can say. As much as I enjoyed gaining wisdom, the teaching routine became more and more insignificant. It's tiring thinking about the incapability I'm having, stranded in the middle of a very very rural area, to develop this maturity of mine. Sometimes, it's nice to have a new different environment once in a while in my life but still, I wish for no astonishment. I'm striving, not to be the best, but to give the best for my pupils. I can do nothing much for now since it's not even my payday month yet.  Btw, I'm currently into this song: I've been alive forever And I wrote the very first song I put the words and the melodies together I am music and I write the songs I write the songs that make the whol...

It's my birthday... I'm off to another year being born. I can't help but to thank God for letting me live this long. Haven't actually celebrated since forever but I'm cool. I guess it's not time yet. I actually miss treating myself. Having nothing to do is like I'm not appreciating what I had before and it's pathetic. So here I am...

Here's my first try of ever... Sounds weird but still I love this song.. LOL

Happy Valentines day... Although it doesn't make any sense to me now but still have a joyful day celebrating the day of love. I'm not sure if it's worth a celebration to me anymore cause I've expected a lot towards this day. That's my problem, exceptions usually leads me to another disappointment so I'm trying to lower myself down on it. Someday I'll understand this and might probably give away the same thing. I cherish this day knowing its history. Reminiscing the days when I was a single man, I still respected the craps out of this day knowing that single people can also celebrate SAD days. I've always had my friends back then when we tried so hard to celebrate the day for ourselves no matter how busy our schedules were. This might be weird, but I miss it. Sigh~