HomesickEric

Lots of stars tonight and it was so beautiful. I can even see 5 of them brightly from this corridor of my hostel. Stargazing when I arrived home after these 4 weeks and that is a must. Anyway, been playing Squashy again this evening and total a bliss for just a high five - or should I say a 'hi'. Worth it.. Worth it.. Hehehehe Actually that second hand doesn't count : P Uh uh and BTW, I've watched the next part of Sherlock Holmes movie and splendid it was. Marvelous story indeed and I'm feeling like a Sir now. LOL

I've just watched the latest glee episode 'Dance with somebody' ( couldn't resist the temptation to watch them)... Glee is coming to its end... so emotional... I'm gonna miss every moment I've watched each of the episodes I have... Glee has taught me mostly everything.. Of being who I am... and this episode is really something.. I love Whitney Houston... I'm an Asian so some of my friends still freak that out. I mean.. she is really a wonderful singer; someone who contributed a lot for the world of entertainment. Just like Michael Jackson'd death, I sorrow the day she RIP. I love when the Glee casts tribute her an episode full of her song. Some are even my most favourite song. Glee's dance with somebody is all about graduating. I have spend almost 3 years watching all of their broadcasting and never get bored even once. I will be having my last year of collegiality next year and the episode really does inspire me to cherish my last days here (it...

Today's as lovely as it is (except that I woke up too late to go to class). LOL That's a terrible thing to do but of all days, that was the first time I've come late to class this semester and started to feel guilty as criminal. LOL That's not the point anyway. Last night I watched another movie, since I decided to take 5 from all the nightmares I had before (the assignments I mean). The movie... I watched the first part last year and it was something. One of the only reason I kept watching it is because of Zack Galifianakis (who made me laugh like hell last night) and Bradley Cooper (cool sober guy who made the film worth watching more). They set the place in Bangkok, Thailand and it has made the story more interesting (since I am also an Asian ). Click here to know more. By the way, Glee S03E17 is out last night (as been told by my sister) and I think I'll just wait for the next episode before downloading them and watch with satisfaction. This episode, as I'v...

I am so tired... of doing things alone and expect nothing much but for cooperation. Please understand my job as you all have undergone the same situation. You should know better than me, why do the opposite? I've just make something out of our zero information dashboard and all I need is just a lil bit of your cooperation to make tidy of that class. Please understand what we all have been through cause I'm still learning how to be a leader. I may not be perfect, that is why I asked for helping hands... Ada yang merlarikan diri dari tanggungjawab~ But still, thanks to some people yang understanding and know what exactly she should do. I know they're busy, but I've sacrificed my time just for them too. I don't want to bloat around... I just don't accept their choices to do their job only in front of the lecturers. Don't be hardworking for fame! Do it for yourself. Kita semua ni sibuk but the different thing we have is how we managed our time. And now, saya s...

My brother just called and we talked for like over an hour. He did call me before but all I can say is just a 'yes' or a 'no' (and sometimes 'maybe'). I was to busy for even a call... It's been long (a month?) since our last met and we haven't talked much after that. I'm actually still busy with my extra assignments (plus, I have to revise lessons for my upcoming examination) but of course, family is my utmost priority so I didn't care much to spend a lil bit of my time to them. Miss to go home though! and this is how my brother looks like : P So, I started my daily squashy routine these past few days and I'm starting to gain consciousness - LOL. Anyway, I've bought a Red bull just in case I needed extra energy for my Physical education's practical yesterday and I ended up with insomnia. The energy was to much to handle... Just like Peter... LOL

Though I still have amali tomorrow... But I didn't keep that posted :P

More assignments to go but lets just be more... relaxed. A student's life is not all about being F***ed up with brainiacs or else I'll be far more crazy than the craziness of being crazy. Right?? LOL Internet connection is so freaking slow and I have nothing to refer to! LOL what a life.. I am now a lifeless diorama!

Short post before I continue doing my assignments ( again ). SO this term I was thinking about buying a new spectacles. I've been using mine since the past 2 years and it seems that it has already worn out. All I can see now is a blurred image of what's in front . I planned this before, but since my money lefts me nothing, I've to cancel my plan. This thing has been loyal to me though I forgot when did I buy it. Thank you dear spectacles! P/s: and my degrees are getting worse!

Just a little ranting before I continue doing some of my assignments left. So today I called my luv sister twice. It's been long since I heard her voice so I ended calling her tonight. My credits are pretty low back then cause my students keep smsing me and I called one of them just to make sure they're okay with us teacher trainees not being around the school like the last 4 weeks. Anyway, I just read my sister's blog and haven't got another news about our pets. I heard Mama Kucing is pregnant again. Waddahell ? But she just bore 4 kittens last month! Woaaa! Penuhlah rumah kami sama kucing-kucing sekalian .. LOL I miss home. I miss my family. Why isn't there any holiday this month? Picture taken in Tambunan War memorial

I’ve lost a friend. A friend whom I usually counted on. A friend who would understand enough for me to share my loads. I thought I knew him better since the past 2 years but I actually don’t. I was deceived. My eyes are now opened to learn how to accept my present days with who I should put my trust more. I am now feeling so insecure with him being around. Feels like he was spreading bad rumors about me to the others (as what he has done before) and I can do nothing about it. That’s the only thing I dislike about being around a person who likes to talk bad things to one another but didn’t realize he was doing it himself. I don’t want to bloat around but I did myself a reflection after each meaningful event in my life and I suggest you to do that yourself. This post is an examplet. A reflection I would never forget. I don’t want my blog full of negativity so I’ll just post this remorseful feeling I have inside. Saya tidak tahu sudah apa cerita orang lain dengar pasal saya and I’m sure...

Hello, last post here in Kunak. I love it here except the fact that I had problems with some of the housemates . Yeah, conflict comes and goes but I still survived. (Not to give you wild imagination of where I lived during my practicum days and here's the house) Anyway, I love this phase ( I mean my 1st practicum ). I love the school and I like the teachers there. Such a waste to have only 4 weeks to go there. I still have the chance to wander to the river though. If only I can have my 3 months there, I will be more thankful than any trainee does :-) Going to school is such a bliss. I mean like, 4.05 Pm yesterday and I'm out of that school. We were celebrated with a simple farewell party too ( told you the teachers are so nice ). We didn't know some of them but they still appreciate us. Feels like a shameful thought of me to just left them like that. I hope the next practicum will be a brighter days ahead. Practicum taught me a lot. About who I am when I'm in school....

My Easter is perfect. Upon starting my yesterday, I saw a beautiful enormous brown dove flying here and there at Kunak. It was beautiful I became amazed until I looked at it as closely as I can. I know it's the starting of Easter and there's this feeling in me saying how I missed God so much recently. Thanks to that dove, Easter vigil has been so perfect to me. So yesterday, instead of trolling around the house, me and my friends decided to go to Madai Waterfall. It was all fun and games cause.. You know... We couldn't really swim and do stuff. I was only amazed by how beautiful the scenery was. Especially the one from the top of the canopy walk. Life's just beautiful as it is. Knowing we couldn't do swimming at that place, my friends and I decided to go to Mostyn spring water for another picnic. There were students coming together with us and it was fun. I was able to go to St. Peter of Kunak Church an hour later with one of my friend Kellyn. My Easter Vigil was ...

So I went to Pasar Kunak this evening with Shahril and Izwan. Couldn't imagine if the place is just a stone throw away. The moment we arrived there reminded me a lot of the moments when mi familia and I were still in Semporna. The stench of the fishes and of course the breezes of the sea... How reminiscent! I miss that time... If only my father still works there, I would have enjoyed the moment being alone in Semporna. LOL So I went to Pasar Kunak this evening with Shahril and Izwan. Couldn't imagine if the place is just a stone throw away. The moment we arrived there reminded me a lot of the moments when mi familia and I were still in Semporna. The stench of the fishes and of course the breezes of the sea... How reminiscent! I miss that time... If only my father still works there, I would have enjoyed the moment being alone in Semporna. LOL

Hello April... Please be good this month! I know I should have been sleeping by now but I think I'll make a summary of how I underwent this day. So I've received that book voucher the government gave each and everyone of us but I ended using all of every cent in it exactly today. Bought lots of kids' stuffs just for my pupils and of course for my cutie pie little brother and sister. Can't wait for holiday! Haven't gone playing squashy recently and I'm starting to miss it. But unfortunately I've seen you today and of course it cured me feeling of how damn I'm missing you. Although we haven't spoken a word (just like usual) but at least it worth it. XD I was thinking about going to meet you all in sudden one day, slap your face and get mad at you asking why did you torture me inside letting me be in an interrogation of feeling? LOl that's crazy but I might do that one day. So please don't be mad at me: I just think that I should confront ...