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I've watched the season finale of glee last Saturday (01:44am) and I didn't cry. It's just reminiscent how I remembered the first time I fell in love with the casts so much I didn't want them to end. I could still hear my heavy breathing though waiting for the exact moment for my tears to drop LOL. But still I can't believe Finn would break up with Rachel! They have som much fun together and they should NOT break up! (but still I support Lea and Jessie St. James LOL) It's nice to know they've made friends with each other finally and how they grew up so much though! Anyway... There's nothing much to do this holiday except for continuing my same routines each and everyday. This is holiday and I'm enjoying it full blast. I hardly can reply my friends' messages as my phone will always be missing somewhere on the edge of the room. I've been singing karaoke all day long yesterday participating battles online - LOL. Now there's more to come tod...

I am so happy I'll be home in a few hours more. :) Can't wait to celebrate the holiday with the rest of the house. I didn't actually plan anything but I hope there's something to do there. I want a nice one... It's been 12 weeks since the last day I meet my family and I really really miss them a lot. Arrive home tonight and I'll forget everything I've done this semester. I don't care how much bittersweet those were. It's not an easy thing to do but I'll manage. I'm sorry... 'Now you're just somebody that I used to know' Home - Glee [HD Full Studio] mp3 download Home - Glee casts Another summer day Has come and gone away In Paris and Rome But I wanna go home May be surrounded by A million people I Still feel all alone Just wanna go home Oh I miss you, you know And I've been keeping all the letters That I wrote to you Each one a line or two "I'm fine baby, how are you?" Well, I would send them But I know tha...

I watched Smash as recommended by one of my friend. Thank you to Mr. Izwanizam for introducing such an interesting musical dramas to me. Smash is another version of my glee but the different thing is Smash is much more cooler ( and I don't get to wave goodbye at the end to anybody ). I'm not ready to watch the end of Glee current casts. I guess I'll watch it at home ( preparing tissues to get sentimental and cry out loud ). BTW, the one thing that comes into my mind why I should watch Smash is because of the beauty ( and talent ) in Katherine Mcphee. She's always a favourite of mine since I saw her auditioning American Idol. She is such a marvelous girl ( and I should find someone just like her ). She acts as Karen Cartwright, a humble Iowa girl in search of Marilyn Monroe's fame. She's so perfect! She serves her voice to God, doesn't cheat on her boyfriend, respects everyone else etc etc I wish I'll find someone like her someday. Noticed my blog song ch...

I've had my examination papers answered. It's been a tiring week that I had 3 papers straight a week to sit for. And now my Semester 5 is finally over, I still have another 3 semesters to act on. BTW, as if you want to know, I sit for SCE3110 paper this semester and that was Earth and Space - Where I have to study the compositions of a tiny stone into something as big as... the UNIVERSE! I like it though... despite all the hard work I did just to understand the stones better LOL. Frankly, I sucked at its exam. I end up answering questions I'm not supposed to. Exhibit A, in section C, I supposed to know better answering the second question. But I did not. I choose to write an essay about this... Shape of earth and this Glazier thing. I'm a real shame to all Stewie's fan! I watch Family Guy daily and I supposed to answer how Big bang theory started! I know how it happens! That's a real shame! Shame on me! And those Physical education papers... Oh holy cow, I swe...

I've seen each and every little episodes thing they've been slushied~ And now, waiting for their finale is like

I can't resist to type this but I've watched the Nationals season of Glee and believe me! They won! I mean... They WON NATIONALS!!!! After all these 3 years (which of course I'VE NEVER STOPPED BEING A TOTAL GLEEK FREAK), they finally deserve the real nationals standing ovation! Glee is coming to its end (again I shall say)... But what matters is that they won their nationals! (eventhough Vocal Adrenaline has the most interesting performance). Everyone in their schools finally respect them! No more slushies, that for sure! I'M SO GLAD FOR THEM! Edge of Glory by the TroubleTones It's all coming back to me now - Rachel's ballad (One of my fav songs since I'm 7) Paradise by the Dashboard light - Theme of the Nationals And tap this, I will always be a Gleek Freak even when I'm nearing 50 (well at least with these first 3 seasons)

I've killed my own killing subject this semester despite the distraction I have in the examination hall this evening. My infatuation has finally became a nightmare to me. The one thing haunting me every dreams I have and now I'm trying my best to get rid of it. Anyway, i t was a matter of luck and some spice of my memory but I think I've done my best for the paper. Chemistry is not that easy you know! My next paper would be on next Tuesday so I still have a lot of time to revise for those papers left. I haven't done anything today though I thought I would have my day break on. Would start cracking notes as soon as tomorrow. I went to Akasia last night: an old hostel college of mine I've had so much memories of. I was glad to meet the old memories I have back then. :) Just a smile... Indeed, just a smirk of smile I can give to times like that (if you know what I mean). Now that I have downloaded the latest Glee episode, I was dying to watch the next one. I like the p...

God's Helpers God could not be in every place With loving hands to help erase The teardrops from each baby's face, And so He thought of mother. He could not send us here alone And leave us to a fate unknown; Without providing for His own, The outstretched arms of mother. God could not watch us night and day And kneel beside our crib to pray, Or kiss our little aches away; And so He sent us mother. And when our childhood days began, He simply could not take command. That's why He placed our tiny hand Securely into mother's. The days of youth slipped quickly by, Life's sun rose higher in the sky. Full grown were we, yet ever nigh To love us still, was mother. And when life's span of years shall end, I know that God will gladly send, To welcome home her child again, That ever-faithful mother. --George W. Wiseman It's Mother's Day and I would like to wish my mom's the best wishes! She has been the most lovely woman ever existed in my life. My previous en...

Sigh~ Another lonely weekend as usual. It's funny how my roommate can easily go back home every weekend and I have all the power to control the room there forth . I love it though! I shall treasure every peaceful (actually with the accompany of a horrifying home-calling songs) private moments I have here whenever I'm alone. LMAO Btw, My study week was a thriller! My days were haunted by the fact that I'm carrying the burden as a class monitor. Come on! I mean... It's the end of the semester and all with a sudden I was supposed to turn back time and started off fresh? That's bull~ This is the reason why I've been so emotionally messed up these recent days and I've changed into some jackass who thinks everybody hates me. Well, I respect that thought. Do whatever they want to, those don't matter me. I have enough with this studying tension and now there's another thread pulling myself towards a different direction. How am I suppose to study with that? S...

It has been 2 years and I still love the rendition made by the Glee club: Poker face by Glee Casts "Poker Face" (feat. Idina Menzel) Mum mum mum mah Mum mum mum mah Mum mum mum mah Mum mum mum mah Mum mum mum mah I wanna hold em like they do in Texas Please Fold em let em hit me raise it baby stay with me, I love it Luck and intuition play the cards with Spades to start And after he's been hooked I'll play the one that's on his heart Oh, oh, oh I'll get him hot, show him what I've got Oh, oh, oh I'll get him hot, show him what I've got Can't read my, can't read my No he can't read my poker face (She's got to love nobody) Can't read my, can't read my No he can't read my poker face (She's got to love nobody) P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face (Mum mum mum mah) P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face (Mum mum mum mah) I wanna roll with him a hard pair we will be A little gambling is fun when you're with me, I love it Russian...

Dear blog, Today I witnessed such a great number of hypocrisy . It's funny though how they have not noticed it. I was pretty pissed back then but I know they have their own reason of what have they done cause I'm a hypocrite myself. I just hate to see how hypocrisy existed because of the fact that they wanted to be famous or just to hide the fact that they themselves are a bullshit. I'm a hypocrite (only to those who deserves me showing it) but of course I didn't expect people to look me only from my bright side. Sometimes the world need to point their filthy finger at someone saying he's a bad ass. It's okay to show how screwed up people are just in case they couldn't reflect how it is to be done. Please just no other reason. If we all need space then find it! LMAO Anyway, It has been one of my million post about hypocrisy. I assume it as a normal thing... a normal routine around my daily life so I just take it as a crap. We just don't know what we...

Hello, First of all I'd like to say I watched the latest glee episode: Prom-asaurus. Can't believe I managed to download it after thinking about the episode since the last one before. Anyway, I don't want glee to end. I still love to watch them act and sing. I love to see dramas and reflect them on me (I'd done that). I wanted them to be forever that it's the first showcase I've been never bored of. How much have I said this? I just meant it really. Rachel is so pretty.. Isn't she? Who sang 'What makes you beautiful of One direction' Quinn (as pretty as usual) and the girls are singing Berlin's take my breath away ( One of my favourite oldies!) + love you like a lovesong... Here's how the lovers recalled back their past year's story. I love how Tina made me so touched by what she said. You'll be thrilled with this episode. So much of the dramas and I still love how matured they have grown up. I wished I was just the same. Sigh~ Glee ...

Dear full moon, I'm sorry but I guess we'll meet again next month...

Hello there, it's minggu belajar and I really have to revise my lesson. Having a fast rest now and will continue revising stuffs later. My brother just called and I have less time to say to him: too busy to recall notes that I can't actually have a call recently. Thought that we supposed can talk more next holiday (which is in 17 days left) you know... do routines like merempit (as always)... Moginum like hell yeah, Have picnics, watch Family guy, Glee... supernatural until midnight.. Play LOTR until it's dawn.. etc etc too much to be written. Just be patient for holiday and voila! BTW, need to go outing as I forgot to buy extra snacks and fast beverages for my reservation yesterday. Sigh~ Holidays, please come faster!

Please don't stare at me when I'm doing something I'm not good at... Stuffs will turn out wrong if you do... I was just shy... But anyway... Just please say something rather than watching me do stupid stuffs... In my mind... You're~ BTW, I still do this: LOL yeah!

Well, exam is around the corner... 5 months have gone by and it felt like wind. Sigh~ A few more weeks and I'll have my holiday. Can't wait for that! I just don't have more moods to revise my lesson so these 2 days will going to be a peaceful resting time for the next week will I be sacrificing my body to crack up notes and stuffs 24/7. I hope no lecturers are going to enter our classes next week (come on, it's study week)... and if they do, I'm sorry but I'm afraid I have to pretend that they're not in the class. My killing subject this semester is of course SCE3109 Energy in Chemistry. The field of studies are indeed interesting but I found out that those are really hard to be understood. BTW, I watched another movie last night... The intruders (2011) is a french movie about a girl who continues to write a horror story left by her father and eventually the story is about to be true. Such a frightening one but I'd rather fall asleep. Going to watch it w...

I shouldn't post this but... I like how it rhymes and how much it hides its meaning... O lay lovely my rabbit, so cute but so buff no really, this isn't a bluff! A rex with your ears proud and tall truly the one rabbit of all They call you obese But I'd disagree You binky around oh so perfectly You weigh seven pounds or maybe above But the more there is, the more to love! You're only big Not fat as you'd say I'll hug you and squeeze you all the long day Once I get to know you, You're really quite petite! Whit with a white tail, ears and feet I love you really I do! And so should you. Edited from the source: Cammy The Rabbit, Rhyming Poem