HomesickEric

I have my siesta this evening and when I woke up, the crescent greeted me with all delight. It set so fast though but I can still sense its golden rays. The moon really been so accommodating during the past days. It has been there for every night time even though I'm not aware of it. I just love how faithful it was. I checked the calender and supposed new moon should be in the junction. That surprised me a lot. Dear crescent, why are you still there? You don't have to keep waiting to set. I enjoyed sunset scenery when I was in the bus this day. The illumination of the sun can barely penetrate the windows' glasses. It was yellowish and the clouds were too. Sunset has been with me all 7 hours long and my heart gloom with it. I know it was artificial I know it's not natural. I bought the sell though as long as It comforts. Dear sunset, why gloom my day? You don't have to come all time to say good bye. 11:25 PM 31 October 2011

Dear Blog, I've got much to talk about and mostly it's about what have I gone through today. I still can not accept the fact that I was talking with my sister this morning and then be here abruptly as far as it is, enjoying (as it seems) the night with my colleagues. My day was tiring. Today was the first time I fetched my bus alone and I'm so tired... and not just as simple as what you're thinking. I'm so tired... of going back and forth just to learn something in advance. I'm so tired of having the same feeling each and every time I part with my home. I'm so tired... BTW, I miss my sister. Maybe it's because I've spent almost all of my time last week with her. My younger brother was so busy playing video games, his friends came over to the house almost all days and my youngest sister watched Fairy Tail all day long (sometimes she was intervened by my laws and orders but she's a lovely girl to listen everything I asked her to do) and that is why...

One of the most crucial part being a teenager is to decide who they want to be like when they grow up. Now I'm still working up on that one. I become more and more confused with my own personality goals each and everyday because of the facts that I'm trapped in a narrow mind set of people around me. Sometimes I'll ask myself to be more alike of someone someone, but that's just craps as what I can only see in the end is their hypocrisy and self pride. So maybe I have to wait for another 2 years before I get the hell out of that place and learn something in reality. This entry would mean a lot to me. Instead of living with the unanswered question of who I want to be, I would rather think of How I want to be seen when I reach my old age. I've just passed in this site , which tells us The top 20 hottest actors of nowadays ( ehem~ ) and I figured out I want to be ( look alike ) like one of them - not the first one though as he's too hot I may get burnt and I'm ac...

Changing my blog's song once again. I've just downloaded a Glee cast's song entitled as the above (actually mine has better quality but who cares though). I don't really recognize the person who sings it, Youtube said it was Damian (Rory Flanagan- a new guy coming to Mckinley??). Haven't watched the newest episode of the show yet but he's good - you know I love this kinda type of song right?. Can't wait! BTW, here's the lyric: Glee Casts (S03E04 Pot o' Gold) - Take care of yourself It’s time for us to part Yeah it’s best for us to part Oh but I love you I love you Take care of yourself I’ll miss you The nights are long alone I sit alone and moan ‘Cause I love you I love you Take care of yourself I’ll miss you And no more tears to cry I’m out of goodbyes It’s time for us to part Although it breaks my heart ‘Cause I love you I love you Take care of yourself Take care of yourself Take care of yourself I love you

Totally messed up these few days.. and it's all about how I've spent my holidays... I drank, but not a lot.. Quite to ease this mind and enough to warm the throat. I don't want to start doing things not worth for me (mostly embarrassing) and suddenly feel so regretful the other day I woke up - been there done that. So, I watched a list of movies and dear blog please remind me of writing down a sentence or two about them, especially this . I've been leaving my site so long that I missed to write shits happened here. Shit happens, sometimes... Yeah... Next thing next, I decided to install back a new Window version after all obstacles I have to go through last mid-term break ( remember this? ). That means, I have to look for a new Anti Virus program, a new PC utilizer and other bla bla I can totally put my trust on - and I found two of the AV (COOL!). You see, my sister's lappy was in a coma this morning and I have to vibe it. It was when I realized it needed a new br...

Finally I arrived home safely last night. I was welcomed by the paleness of the crescent and the shrouding mist of the surrounding. It was so cold! My bike is in a great pain right now and I will only have the chance to call it on surgery when the real Doctor has his time - My uncle. That's a very bad news for my holiday as I planned to merempit for every leisure I'm having here. Get well sooner, dearest Honda! Btw, I'm a bit so HAPPY today, it's not actually my day but I should share this... I just came back from my grandparents' house (for Rosary prayers) and I managed to check on my Facebook profile for any new notifications... Voila! there I have it! Lotta lotta thanks for making my day dear Facebook! (P/s: melepaskan peluang untuk moninggarung kerana tiada mood sanggalas) Now that I don't have any back up plans, I'm going to spend the rest of the days to wander into every houses I can find here on earth and moginum like Hell yeah! (just kidding...) F...

Baru habis pembentangan terakhir saya untuk perbincangan soalan peperiksaan kami beberapa minggu depan lagi. mau saya share notanya? NIh... Kursus SCE 3107 , Biodiversiti dan Kepelbagaian Ekologi... Tajuk saya ialah 5 Lapisan Hutan Hujan Tropika Sebenarnya di Malaysia, Hutan Hujan Tropika dikategorikan sebagai mempunyai 4 lapisan saja. Tapi bila saya cari punya cari, 5 Lapisan tersebut sebenarnya ditunjukkan seperti yang di atas ( western style! ) Maklumat diC opy Paste daripada sini! Apa yang paling penting ialah harini saya balik rumah dan jumpa family tersayang kerana cuti sudah mari (seminggu saja tapi itu sudah cukup). Paling penting ialah me release kan tension dan stress yang telah terkumpul sepanjang masa sebelum peperiksaan ini. Besok saya mau merempit di kampung! Rindu sama motor gua! Hua3~ Tapi merempit jenis bagus punya style . LOL Oleh sebab cuti nih kami x akan pergi ke Tambunan so Full time lah saya bercuti di kampung. HOHOHO Can't wait to meet my Fa...

WRITTEN YESTERDAY : Moon gazed just a while ago.The next thing I remembered sooner is to have another moon gazing night at an island... 2009 is actually a very memorable year for me. My family and I were on a vacation to one of the island back there in Semporna spending our quality time of that year's ending months together (just like the years before). The night seemed quite bright as the illumination of the full moon shone fairly on the the soft skin of the sand. The reflection of the moonshines been so grace it glared fully swayed by the slowly moving current of the sea and the stars, yes the stars should never be forgotten. They blinked as if thousands of diamonds were spread around the sky, sparkling their shiny cut edges. Such a beautiful creations by God! These have been into my mind since. It was so beautiful that I spent the night outside sleeping on the bed of the beach gazing how marvelous the scenery was. Next thing I know, I would like to preserve its romance by havin...

YATTA! Baru habis Makroteaching tadi setelah sekian lama saya menunggu giliran kumpulan kami... Saya juga sangat berpuas hati sama pengajaran sebentar tadi walaupun saya masih lemah lagi dalam mengikut flow RPH yang telah dirancang. Sebenarnya cabutan puaka itu bukan saya yang buat, melainkan partner saya sendiri - Mr. Udin . Apa boleh buat la tolong partner la time-time beliau susah. Oleh itu, semuanya membuahkan hasil. Topik adalah penyerapan, Kelas Tahun 3. Situasinya ialah saya nih seorang guru yang sibuk dan 30 minit lagi ada mesyuarat penting (segalanya boleh berlaku di sekolah) jajajajaja ... Oleh itu dalam makmal tu, kami akan buat eksperimen dan 30 minit terakhir akan diganti oleh guru ganti (tidak lain dan tidak bukan partnerku tadi). Tidak apalah... kumpul pengalaman sementara ada masa :D Berikut merupakan gambar saya sewaktu mengajar: Sewaktu proses mengajar - Sekejap seja mengajar sebab ada mesyuarat :P Ini pulak ialah gambar semasa pengajaran kami dikomen oleh seluruh wa...

Howdy! It's Friday and there's nothing much to do. This evening is so hot it's making me uncomfortable trying to have a nap. So, instead of doing nothing, I decided to wander around the corridor snapping pictures just to show you how incredibly hot the temperature is: Sinaran Mentari yang terik boleh mengeringkan baju anda dengan cepat! Gambar rajah menunjukkan baju yang telah kering Keadaan asrama yang sangat panas telah menyebabkan semua penghuninya berkurung di dalam bilik untuk layanan spa semulajadi. Kelihatan langit yang begitu cerah di situ tanpa kepulan awan yang menandakan hari akan hujan Keadaan asrama yang kering dan panas ketika ini P/s: What the deuce with those captions?! BTW, I'll be home this coming Friday (that's mean next week!). Can't wait... Can't wait! Today's classes were a total different though... The actual lecturers who supposed to enter for their period didn't really show up and so, different ones have to come in. Voila! A...

It's not Wednesday and this isn't wordless... Just a simple rhyme I wrote to express shits in my heart right now ( cewah~ )... Seldom using swear words, but currently have the guts to do so - not in the poem though. Beware!

Written yesterday night, posted today: 12 October 2011 Due to fact that I’m always unconscious every time I wake up, I became less observant to my surrounding after my siesta this evening. I know it was a mistake after all efforts I’ve put in reverting back my biological clock but needed or not I fell asleep at 3. I dreamt a dream and it was a dream about my home ( so poetic of me ). Realizing holidays being just around the corner, I miss home terribly. I dreamt about my sister and how close we are together ( a lthough my memory was bounded by shock ). Really, I need to come home. It has been close to 2 months since my last footsteps on the house but it still lingers in me that I should be having another family reunion ASAP. I miss my bike, I miss the cats, I miss talking to my parents and of course with my youngsters. Examination will be held in this shortcoming weeks and so I’ll give it my best ( no t actually having the intentions to compete hardly with others but it’s actually ...

Good morning Good morning, Lately I became so sensitive about my days - with things happening (and of course not...) around me.. I heard through the grape vine that ( aiseyman~ ) I've been stabbed behind my back... not just a rumor as in like rumor has it all but this is TRUE TRUE TRUE!! *le sighing What to do now? Well, I might as well have to let those things be bygone... Let me tell you people, confronting things is as rightfully as I should do. Am I supposed to ask each and everyone of them to shut the fish out of their mouth? Naa~ REVENGE ? I'm not one of them... Well, if you have something you dislike about me, why not saying it face to face? That should actually do! Next, let me live my life alone la. Why don't people mind their own business? Why don't people mind their own business? Why don't people mind their own business? Why don't people mind their own business? Why don't people mind their own business? Let God Blesses you~

The Moon by Robert Louis Stevenson The moon has a face like the clock in the hall; She shines on thieves on the garden wall, On streets and fields and harbour quays, And birdies asleep in the forks of the trees. The squalling cat and the squeaking mouse, The howling dog by the door of the house, The bat that lies in bed at noon, All love to be out by the light of the moon. But all of the things that belong to the day, Cuddle to sleep to be out of her way; And flowers and children close their eyes Till up in the morning the sun shall arise. I like this Poem as my fondness upon the poet - Robert Louis Stevenson. I like the rhymes and of course the meaning it carries. As you can see, full moon of 2011's October will be about tomorrow (if nothing goes wrong with our astrological road). Found an interesting fact the day before yesterday. There's this bright ring hovering around the moon and we called it halo. It's not unusual for me (as I'm addicted to the moon) and it actua...

Tahukah anda bahawa jangka hayat anda boleh dikira kira kira ??? Kerajaan sebenarnya telah melaksanakan satu kajian berkenaan tentang jangka hayat kumpulan etnik dan jantina di negara kita ( boleh percaya kaini??? ) dan anda boleh memeriksa sendiri jangka hayat anda berdasarkan kajian yang telah dijalankan tersebut. Berikut merupakan hasil yang telah saya perolehi ( LOL sungguh ): Hidup mati di tangan Tuhan... BTW , trimas kepada link ini kerana telah memberikan maklumat tersebut. Berkat kerajinan saya untuk BW malam nih membuahkan hasil nampaknya.. HOHOHO Mau kira jangka hayat anda? Klik link ini! :D LOLnya bergantung kepada anda untuk mempercayai keangkeran misteriusnya jangka hayat anda :) Hendaklah diingatkan juga bahawa ajal maut bukannya permainan. P/s: Sila2 bagitau la kalau anda ingin memeriksa sendiri keLOLan benda ini berfungsi.)

Happy Sunday everyone.. It has been a few days since my last post (I shouldn't leave my blog for such a long time!) There are lots of things happened to my life recently and I decided to blog them in a separate post - this entry is not counted cause it's a blabber. First thing first, I decided not to go to church today as it would mean nothing if I'm not sincerely praying. What's the use of going to church if I'm not really into praying, right? BTW, I'm still a servant and I would never get astray. Today is so freaking HOT! Since I don't have anything to do (yet), I decided to listen to my Mp3's collections while drawing Mirajane's satan soul of Fairy Tail. She's smoking Hot as hot as today and I like her feminism (been watching Fairy Tail recently despite minding the episodes still have not completed). Will publish it later. I'll be having my final course test this Thursday. Eventhough there is only going to be one paper I'm sitting for ...

Wrote a poem just now... Awfully abstract: Just tell me if you know what does it really mean...

Manglish post, Kelmarin berbincang di kelas pasal cara-cara membunuh pacat/lintah... My lecturer asked me how to do so but I only answered him I have never had an experience before... That's when I realized yang bulan 9 dulu ialah kali pertama saya digigit pacat (lintah?) selama saya hidup 21 tahun di muka bumi ini... The story goes on like this, Last September yang time cuti, my family and I were having our vacation again to Mahua Waterfall (we're living there). So hari tu untuk menyiapkan video dokumentari abang gue, we have to got to the waterfall for some video shooting... Everything went just fine after I realized this waktu kami melepak di perkarangan rumah (cewah~) There's something itchy on my toes and when I rubbed it, I felt something slimy there... Bila saya tengok... NAH! there it lies.. sedang menghirup darah gue bagaikan air sirap... From what I heard, susah mau buka tu Pacat kalau dia sudah start bersantai menghirup air sirap di permukaan kulit manusia... Den...

Mortal Kombat XBOX 360 version reviews (as promised to the owner of the console - Mr. Udin ). Last week I've been spending my evening with a nice try out video game, Mortal Kombat, which has attracted my attention the first time I saw its reviews and thank God I did have the chances to give it a try. In times I have to play alone controlling every characters in it, I decided to complete the story mode (and I just did, yesterday). Okay, to start out, this game is insaaaane.... I will never get sick of this game because there is so much to do. The test your luck, might, sight, and the other one is a great addition to the game (I've seen my juniors playing these modes and they shouted their words out so freaking loud!). This is the first fighting game I have been playing since the one I played 2 years ago and it was worth it as I even got the chance to complete its story mode. Watching powerful God-like moves and floods of blood, that's what I'm talking about. If you l...